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Monday December 06
Another insane busy day. But a
day with breakthroughs on many levels. A late lunch with Steve
Arnold, the person largely responsible for bringing Sanford Ponder to
Seattle 5 years ago to work at Microsoft in a now legendary facility
called 'the blender.' This man is plugged-in.
What does that mean? More than I can explain today. But
more on this topic as this evolves over the next year.
* * *
Curt spent the afternoon rehearsing
with Bill and Christian, and then I also met with Bill and Christian for a
quick repertoire run-through this evening before spending three hours at
Mark Long's 'demo club'
at the Speakeasy -- Demo Club is an entrepreneurial schmooze-fest where
start-ups come to mingle with venture capitalists and
catalysts.
This is also another long story, and
not one which I can share here given the hour and my current
state. I will say, though that it was a complete pleasure
seeing Eric Kahan in his prime element, demonstrating his latest
co-invention (an ultra-sonic speaker system.) An old Claymont Court
companion, Richard Risingsun was also there -- I showed Richard my
priceless red "Bank of Charles Town" bank bag which I use to
carry every audio connector known to man so that at gigs and recording
sessions, I am never without the ability to connect from any point A to
any point B. This red bag is one of my most obvious physical
reminders of the many bleak days I spent living just outside of Charles
Town West Virginia in the Claymont Court mansion and barn from 1989-1991.
Demo club was hopping this evening
with 26 start-ups showing off their ideas to at least 200-300 potential
investors, employees, and strategic partners.
To follow-up on the events of the
evening, David Singleton, Diane Aldahl, Curt Golden, and I are having
dinner tomorrow evening with Mark Long at my old favorite belltown haunt:
Cyclops.
* * *
Immediately after demo club, I
bolted over to Dean's house for SGC rehearsal. Hero Bob was staying
home with a sick Isabel, so we were a quartet this
evening.
We spent most of the first hour
working progressively slower on "Cultivating the
Beat." We broke down and repeated problem areas over and
over -- this piece remains just above our reach. And tonight
we were up on our tippy-toes reaching just a bit further. My
estimation is that, at our current rehearsal pace, it will be mid-February
before we are really able to reliably nail this piece with the same
certainty and minimum competence level we have with, say, Bicycling to
Afghanistan.
For me, this will also mean playing
and practicing this piece every single day to stay in touch with it
and to keep it growing and alive in my hands.
Did I mention that this is a
difficult piece?
My friend (and Seattle Repertoire
member) John Henning called me at home just after our Phinney Winter
Festival show last Saturday, and mentioned that he really enjoyed our
performance of CTB. Despite our continued incompetence with this
piece, the music still seems to sail through.
After Cultivating the Beat, we spent
a half hour revisiting another future winner in our repertoire: Curt's
iconic "Vulcanization." I have already raved heavily
about this piece in previous diary entries, so I will not continue that
thread here. But our work this evening on this piece was also
well worth it.
At one point while we were working
on this piece, I had a quick vision of the SGC performing this piece on
"Sessions at West 54th" sometime out there in the
future. This seemed real and possible.
With this, Curt suggested that we
play the piece again at tempo (94 bpm.) We did, and despite a
few minor falters here and there, the piece rocked.
NYC, here we come.
* * *
Following the SGC repertoire work,
we shifted gears and visited some of the SB Roadshow material for our
upcoming Saturday evening rock show gig at the Rainbow. We
reviewed the form and cleaned up some details in "Message in a
Bottle" and then we revisited the form and details of
"Hollow."
I'm really looking forward to this
upcoming show.
In some ways, this is a test of
another vision which I have been seeing recently: I see a series of shows
with an SGC set (all instrumental, formal, all ovations) followed by an
SBRS set (all songs, less formal, electric, various instruments, rocking
out.)
Same people for both sets and
'costume' and personality change between sets. For the
audience: a view of two sides of the same coin.
* * *
One of the things Peg mentioned
about the Cle Elem show we did a few months ago: some of the people she
spoke to after the show said they wished we had played at least one or two
"familiar" pieces. And someone mentioned they
also wanted to hear a "song" (human voice) now and then to break
up all of the guitar music.
The California Guitar Trio do this
very well (the "familiar" part, not the 'song'
part.) This idea was even suggested to RF back in 1990 during
the NYC Level One by a high-powered music biz exec who came to the course
to check out the League of Crafty Guitarists.
His suggestion to Robert was that
the League should do an entire CD of 'covers' which everyone
knows. At the time, I believe almost everyone in the League
wrote this suggestion off as blasphemous and ridiculous.
Robert mentioned at the time that he had always hoped that the League
would eventually do a version of the 'William Tell Overature.'
Hmmm... I wonder if Pauly,
Bert, or Hidi are reading this diary?
But what do I know. I'm just a
poor boy. I need no sympathy, because it's easy come, easy go,
little high, little low. Any way the wind blows, doesn't
really matter to me. To
me.
* * *
Nine years later, this is one of the
primary strategies (conscious or otherwise) which has lead the CGT to
their current level of success.
* * *
Tuesday December 07
Wow. Where to begin.
This day was exactly one web-year long. Perhaps a good place to
start is an image painted my friend Mark Long, entrepreneur and founder of
Zombie entertainment. At dinner tonight, Mark was describing
the pace of our so-called-lives in high technology:
"You step up on the the running
machine, and the handcuff snaps around your wrist. Then, everyday,
someone cranks up the speed one more notch. Pretty soon you are
running. And every day the knob goes up a notch and speed gets
faster and faster."
Does it ever slow
down?
Apparently, the answer is no.
Mark's current solution for Zombie:
make the work environment more like home since that is where you
will be living 99% of your waking life.
* * *
Another great one from a T-Shirt he
saw last year at the Game Developer's Conference: "Remember
when you thought this would be your dream job?"
* * *
So much for chronology in this day's
description. Let's begin with dinner. David Singleton, Diane
Aldahl, Curt Golden, Mark Long and SB had a 2.5 hour dinner at one of my
favorite downtown restaurants, Cyclops. We had an intense
discussion surrounding start-up company logistics. Mark is our
Seattle Start-Up Sage, and we do not wish to reinvent the wheels which
already propel him around at 2 bazillion miles per hour.
Small world department: An old
friend and former MSN "Mint" producer, Matthew Clarke walked in
and sat at the table across from us. Matthew has a new
start-up design firm and clothing company called Houston which was written
up in Wired magazine this month. His web site is called:
http://www.wehaveaproblem.com
* * *
Christian and Bill worked together
in the rehearsal space this afternoon while Curt and I were out being
business people. Christian has been crossing a great divide this
week. At 12:37, Curt just called to say that our recording plans for
tomorrow are still undetermined. This means that they are
probably cancelled.
Perhaps just as well...?
* * *
We're all off to see the Jane
Siberry show tomorrow evening at the Century Ballroom. I hope
to see Jane briefly to scope out a plan for continued collaboration with
the Seattle Guitar Circle next year. But I know how it can be
before and after a show... so I have no expectations.
* * *
My brain is reeling from the Mark
Long meeting which followed a Venture Law meeting which followed a peek at
three possible BTV office sites, which followed a long day of intense and
defining Microsoft meetings. Perhaps this is a good time to switch over to
some more amazing mail from Travis Hartnett:
From: Tiktok World HQ
Sent: Tuesday, Dec 07, 1999 8:16PM
To: Steve Ball
Subject: A machine that eats everything in its path
Steve,
I've been thinking some more about that briefest of mentions you made regarding the SGC playing NYC.
My experience is that a band is a machine that eats everything in its path.
There is no "Park" or "Neutral" in the gearbox of a band, only forward gears. Once you get to a certain level of
competence and recognition, the act of joining a band insures that you get gigs. Gigs require a
set list, the set list must be practiced. Time is short, so practices become focused
on the impending show. Anything not required for the show gets pushed aside. Shows lead to more shows. Which leads to more press and schmoozing.
And more shows. And less sleep. I've always hated and distrusted the idea
that "any business not growing is dying", but as best I can tell, a band
behaves this way despite the wishes of its members. People call you and
offer a gig, and hey! You can't turn down that sort of exposure/money/opportunity, and on and
on and on... And for someone with the contacts, know-how, and visibility that the SGC possesses, things will start
moving very quickly indeed. From where I sit the SGC is busybusybusy and I
don't see that changing unless someone drops out.
So, I'm still tickled that the same man who only last week explained his
Local and Immobile theory of making music manages to play in other countries
and considers national television exposure and bi-coastal appearances to be a
distinct possibility.
Best of luck.
TH
P.S. Again, how do you make God laugh?
P.P.S. TravCraft Aphorism #421: "Every breath a band takes costs a thousand
dollars"
And another:
-----Original Message-----
From: Tiktok World HQ
Sent: Tuesday, Dec 07, 1999 4:36 PM
To: Steve Ball
Subject: SGC/NYC
"At one point while we were working on this piece, I had a quick vision of
the SGC performing this piece on "Sessions at West 54th" sometime out there
in the future. This seemed real and possible.
With this, Curt suggested that we play the piece again at tempo (94 bpm.)
We did, and despite a few minor falters here and there, the piece rocked.
NYC, here we come."
Ah, the Devil never stops whispering in our ear, does he Mr. Local And Immobile?
Best of luck,
TH
"Never go to New York City without enough money to get out..."--Levon Helm
Travis does it again.
Excellent, biting, and right on the money, every time. Regarding the
devil, I am reminded of a famous aphorism: "The artist's reward
is temptation."
One minor clarification about the
timeline of the NYC vision:
NYC, here we come. In
five years.
By then, Ballistic may be global and
mobile again. That's the great thing about vision. If
you've got good eyes, you can see what is way out there.
I have pretty good eyes.
But we still have to walk (or sprint
as the case may be) in the direction of what we see to get there.
NYC here we come. But don't hold your breath just yet.
* * *
Wednesday December 08
Jane Siberry show on Capital Hill:
for me, this was a reunion of sorts with Tobin Buttram, Andrea Weatherhead,
Sue Ennis, Joyce Thompson, Curt Golden, Christian de Santis, Guy Whitmore,
Liza White, and Leslie Smith all showing up with about 200 other
adoring fans to support the heavenly voice of Sweet Sweet Jane.
At this point, I feel so tired, I
assume that everyone I know just knows everyone else I know.
Sadly absent from our group
schmooze: Jaxie, home with a flu or cold, and Bill and Frankie, also home
feeling ill. Fortunately, the show was sold out and I was able
to sell their tickets at only a minor loss (handling charges...)
My favorite moment of the show: Jane
played the opening chords to 'the Walking' for about 20 seconds and then
morphed into another, more recent, song. It was like a surreal
flashback to a scene from another life, a life which was making itself
known in the present for just enough time to transmit a reminder about the
depth, richness and learning that occurred in that past life, but there is
not only a flavor remaining. Now we move on and become firmly rooted
in the present.
That's a lot of words to explain a
simple idea -- that time is so extremely freaking mysterious, and yet we
take it for granted. How can this song which touched me so
deeply ten years ago take me back to my own experience from ten years ago
as if it were happening right now?
How can this one woman make every
single person in the room feel like she is singing intimately and directly
to them alone? Even Curt commented that he felt Jane was
looking at and singing directly to him at a certain
point. What is this skill?
Another powerful moment:
I don't need anybody. I don't
need any comfort. I don't need any lover, I can get it from my
self. Don't need anyone to want me, don't want any one to need me,
and I think I almost have my self convinced, I think I almost have
my self convinced...
* * *
After the show, I had a few minutes
alone with Jane backstage, and I gave her the new SGC CD and
Greenthumb. She confirmed her hope to lighten her calendar in
the new year for more work with the SGC. A quick hug and a
shared warmth that is difficult to describe in black and white text flowed
through the room. I floated out into the hall, inspired to go
home and practice.
Excellence inspires. Fuel tank
is full.
* * *
Speaking of painful car metaphors,
Curt gave me a ride to my car which was parked at David Singleton's
Bellevue hotel. For most of the day, my car was in the
shop. By the end of the day, I had spent $1036 on my poor
Toyota gig-mobile fixing brakes, starter, and a major tune-up.
Yeouch.
* * *
Got home around 1:00am.
Played my Yamaha piano for 25 minutes -- a piece which I have not played
since about 1984 showed up spontaneously at my fingertips. Gently
down the stream. A phrase that has very specific meaning
for about four former musicians on the planet who, at one time, were like
brothers to me.
But that's a much different
story. And not for tonight.
Orange Juice. Brush
teeth. Diary. Quick mail check. 187 unread
messages. 414 awaiting response. Time for the
massive 'delete.' There comes a point where I have to say that
if any email is so important, then I will get a phone call, or they will
send it again.
Management by deletion.
But one exciting mail from
Jax: SGC has monthly gigs at Mr. Spots lined up between now and
June. Quote from Jax: "Yippeee!"
I'm happy. Delete.
Tomorrow: Christian's last
day in Seattle until February.
* * *
Thursday December 09
A hugely fun SB Roadshow rehearsal
this evening with the quintet featuring SB, guitars/vocals; Jaxie Binder,
guitars/vocals; Curt Golden, electric guitars/vocals; Bob Williams, bass;
Dean Jensen, ambient guitars; and very special guest, Brock Pytel on
drums. This rehearsal rocked!
I sometimes hear software people
express great enthusiasm by saying that something "rocked," and
I am always skeptical about software that "rocks."
Tonight, however, my description of
the SBRS rehearsal is literal and accurate. With Brock on drums, we
literally ROCKED. Our last run through of 'Message in a
Bottle' filled the room with joy. The look on Curt, Bob, and Jaxie's
faces said it all... mildly ecstatic enthusiasm was flying around
the room.
Brock was less enthusiastic, but
over the years, I've learned that this is just Brock being himself --
there are times when he is simply unable to see and accept what a great
musician and drummer he really is.
Everything he played tonight brought
this delicate repertoire to a new level of energy and
rightness.
I will sleep with a slight smile
this evening. Even if it is only for about five hours.
* * *
Immediately before rehearsal this
evening, I met Bill Rieflin and Christian de Santis for a farewell meal
for Christian at Red Mill Burgers on Phinney Ridge. We briefly
discussed our work of the past few weeks, and I asked Christian some tough
questions about how he felt about his visit.
As usual, he gave all the right
answers. Christian is very direct and honest -- this is a trait
which comes out in his playing as well. His tone is also very
direct, clear, and honest. Even when he is playing at 130dB
through an orange boss distortion petal into Curt's Marshall.
His current thinking is that he will
come back with his wife Marisol and son, Cristian in February for one
month. My job may be to arrange housing for them while they are
here.
Not a problem.
* * *
I also ran into Andy and Charlie,
mututal friends of Chris Murphy at Red Mill. Andy was the
person who orginally brought the SGC and the SB Roadshow to 18 months of
almost continuous shows at the various Borders Bookstores around the
Seattle area.
The world is getting smaller here.
* * *
Immediately before my meeting with
Bill and Christian, I had Thai soup with David and Diane, discussing my
now expanded weekend plans, and their meetings earlier in the day in San
Jose.
More progress.
David has extended his stay so that
we can continue meetings with major movers and shakers in the VC
world. We're likely to both head back to San Jose on Sunday for an
early Monday morning meeting. Then David will head straight back to
England.
* * *
Immediately before meeting with
David and Diane, I spoke on the phone with Steve Enstad, who was in LA,
but on his way to the airport. While he was visiting DGM US
offices today, Chris Murphy and Tony Levin walked in to collect some of
the new DGM titles that they had both worked on, but never seen before.
Steve had a chance to meet both
Chris and Tony, and he had a great conversation with Tony about current
BTV work and plans. Chris also emailed me yesterday to say
that his Levin/Bozzio/Stevens work was going
well.
* * *
Curt and I are about to enter a
weekend full of musical activities: KSER show with Peter Dervin on Friday
night, Beginner's Circle on Saturday morning (3 hours) then SGC and SBRS
shows at the Rainbow (Curt is playing in 3, count 'em, 3 bands that
evening.) Then he is up at 4am to fly to San Jose for the Bay
Area Beginner's Circle meeting. (I'm also flying into San Jose
later in the day... coincidence?) This is after 3 weeks with
Christian as a house guest.
I am guessing that Curt is looking
forward to a break on Monday.
The past two months in Seattle have
been very much like being on an extensive and intensive GC course.
And it's been this way at least since before the beginning of the AAD
course on October 10th.
Whew.
* * *
A nice message on my answering
machine from Joyce Thompson who I saw and sat with at the Jane show last
night. Like many others, her feedback is that the 'greenthumb' CD is
my most accessible work to date.
I don't disagree.
That material was actually written,
arranged, and recorded well before almost everything else I have
released over the past two years (Electric Gauchos, Ballistic, Breathing
Field, SGC.) It's actually somewhat unfortunate
that my recent CD releases have hit the world in this particular
order. Ballistic is essentially a 'remix' single with many
extremely different arrangements of only two songs. Perhaps
this is a confusing concept for someone who is not familiar with my work
and processes.
Both Jaxie and Brock mentioned that
their kids (Isabel and Clement) like to listen to 'the Breathing Field'
before going to bed. Chris will probably be happy to
hear this. Music to put kids to sleep with..
soothing or boring? You decide.
So, why is 'greenthumb' more
accessible? As I discussed with David and Diane yesterday, there is
something enchanting, primal, and powerful contained within vocal
harmony.
* * *
Final thought for the evening.
The music in rehearsal tonight brought me great joy. The energy and
momentum really kicked in during 'Back in NYC.'
Everyone was really ON. And even dear Jaxie had been reviewing
her parts and doing some homework... She even wore her
ultra-cool black leather jacket.
Once again, I realize I am blessed
to be surrounded by such amazing friends and musicians.
* * *
Friday/Saturday December 10/11
Too tired to think straight let
alone write tonight. This diary will probably remain stagnant until
Monday evening as I'm off to LA then San Jose (same day) very very
soon. I'm writing this at 2:00am on early Sunday morning
just after the SGC / SBRS show at the Rainbow. I have to
be at David Singleton's hotel at 5:30. You do the
math.
Did I mention packing? Or
preparation?
No sane person would be doing this
right now... but I'm acting on the new prime BTV aphorism:
There is no tomorrow. It
must be done today.
So, a big update will appear here on
Monday evening about the wild and musical events of the past 48 hours, and
the wild BTV events of the next 48. Those who saw the rainbow show
may wish to email me with comments and reviews. Those who
heard the KSER show on Friday night, please email me reviews and
observations. I will gladly post them here with your
permission.
If you did not hear or see these
shows, you can also email me comments and observations if you wish.
* * *
One quick sad note: Nori,
one of my former cat twins from a former life is very sick and may be
passing on soon. Some quiet prayers for Nori and his
loving cat-mom-Karen might be useful.
Sunday December 12
It's actually Monday now,... very
late, as predicted. Just home from a 'vacation' of
sorts. I've been to LA and San Jose in the space of 48
hours. Hare-brain Pelota is off on another web
adventure. I have many stories with which to fill these pages
since my last entry.
But, not tonight.
Good advice from Dean on my
answering machine when I got home this evening: "go to
bed."
Taking his kind advice.
* * *
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