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Monday March 20
I have entered a new phase of
acceleration. The scenery is blurring. And I must learn to be
extremely careful where I put my time and attention.
Duh.
What has changed?
Nothing. And perhaps everything. I have signed up for the
impossible. The entrepreneur's prime aphorism: begin with the
impossible. And make it possible.
* * *
Tobin came to the SGC rehearsal this
evening and blew me away (once again) with his classic guitar chops.
Tobin has a hidden gold mine of talent which lurks behind his deceptively
humble-but-confident-and-sometimes-wincing exterior. I hope
that his DirectMusic work will someday give the world a means to get an
extended glimpse of the raw talent lies within.
* * *
BillR also joined us for our
rehearsal tonight. An audition of sorts. Bill and Bob on
the leads in MaryAn are an unstoppable duo. Curt and Bill on
the bass of Afghanistan are an unstoppable duo. Wished we were
still a six piece for a moment this evening. We have adapted
to five nicely, and as a quintet, we now have a finely-tuned and
sophisticated balance and chemistry.
But as a sextet, we really have an
extended range and more raw firepower. Bill does not know what
he is missing. Or perhaps he does.
I sometimes wonder if one day, many
years from now, BillR and Tobin will look back on these years when Guitar
Craft was alive in Seattle and think: "why did I stay away and
exclude myself from this group? What music might have
been born had I poured my energy into this vessel?"
Perhaps not. Perhaps
Bill and Tobin are wise are happy to stay away from our dweedle-dweedle
Ovation crap. But I feel extremely fortunate to have these
people to work and play with in my back yard. And I realize
that it will not be here forever.
What a rare and ultimately transient
opportunity for group work.
* * *
Some difficult personal negotiations
lie just around the corner in my work life. Some inevitable physical
and emotional challenges caused by rapid growth are beginning to surface
within the extended BTV team.
Some of these involve holding people
accountable for their actions or lack.
I feel like a psychologist much of
the time in my role. What is this person searching for?
What is that person's needs? What will motivate this
person? What will calm that person? How can I get these
two people to stop fighting each other and work toward the same
goal?
* * *
R. Chris Murphy is home from SXSW
for another week or so before moving to LA to live on a boat. He
received an extremely complementary email today from guitarist, Steve
Morse, whose record Chris just mixed in Florida.
Yeah Chris.
* * *
Wednesday March 22
48 hours of stress and growing pains have taken their toll, and I am now
in great need of sleep. Much therapy to process today and
yesterday. But this must and will stop. We are entering
a new phase, and my role as micro-manager-personal-therapist must stop as
I morph into macro-manager who can still get stuff done. And
there is so much to get done.
A great challenge at our feet.
I need to find a way to exorcise the
stresses and 'emotional food' which I have had to absorb lately.
Practicing regularly has been helping, but I feel the need for something
else. Not sure what to do to 'clean' my personal emotional
slate.
A short retreat?
* * *
A quiet prayer for SteveE and
friends this evening.
* * *
The Repertoire Circle (Chris Gibson,
Greg Sundberg, Stephen Golovnin, John Henning, and Travis Metcalf) joined
us for the first half of our SGC rehearsal this evening. It's
been awhile since I have been in a circle with eleven guitars.
Tobin also dropped in for another
practice-performance of his ultra-fast classical piece. Quite
something. Also, Tobin's new MP3
with Bill and Pat is hot as shit! (That mean's it's really
great.) It's on loop mode as I type this. Wow -
rocket fuel.
Can't wait for that upcoming Tobin
solo record. Love to be a guest on that one...
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Friday March 24
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